I am the poor.....

almost everyday the internet is not very good. So what i want to share about the days before, i sent today. (18/10/2011 - tuesday)

Today, i got up early and felt like want to eating Maggie. I'm poor and need to save often because of concerns about money. I also could not get the PTPTN loans because there are some problems . That's why i had to eat a meal a day and the rest had to eat Maggie. Tuition fees also remain outstanding . I hope so one day i will be able to get a good job so that my parents did not suffer to find money to support my school. I will definitely do the best for them. I very love my family. I love them. At this time, i felt like crying , i cannot wait so back home at Sabah. But, all is not likely to happen because i do not have a lot of money to buy tickets. Only patience will be able to overcome all this. Sabah is very far. A ticket costing more than RM100. I miss my family and village people. But the struggle must continue. This is the sacrifice of the dream. Focus on education, so that one day , the victory will be ours. Amen. I always pray that they are always safe and always pray for my success here.