i am often sick??

Oct 31. (Monday)

Today, I wake up early in the morning to complete all assignments given by each of our lecturers. During Deepavali holidays, my activity is very compact. When I reached high noon, I felt ill. I can not come to class today. Since lately, I think, my health quite affected . I am often sick headache, gastric, and diarrhea. Perhaps because I lack proper nutrition and sleep are also uncertain. That night, I write a letter of my absence to class to my lecturers to be delivered the next morning.

FLOWERS.....

Oct 30 (Sunday)

Early morning, at 7, we gathered at the cafe Za'ba college. Today, the PRS will hold " JEJAK U" around Proton City areas. We have about 50 people, including the facilitator, and is divided into 5 groups. I was in group two. I was very excited with all my new friends, especially my team. Everyone is fun, sporting, and we bring Yell "hey beautiful flower .. hey beautiful flowers ..".. we went in the forest and there are three stations / Checkpoint. First, we were given a rope and told to tie the rope to form a large circle. At the first station, we also asked to create our own Yell. The second station, we were made to carry water in a glass with newspaper. All participants must hold the newspaper. Before reaching the last station, we play to be changing the water filled balloon with our group members. The balloon is a balloon that was given at the beginning before going into the forest. The next station, we are asked to elect one member of the group and told to decorate them using what is around and asked to explain the concept of decoration that we chose. Each station provides a lot of experiences and lessons to us.

Trouble before..have fun later...

October 29 (Saturday)

Today, I felt ill because of abdominal pain. I promised my friends to go to the market, butdue to health problems, I had to cancel such intention. In addition to pain, I also use the time that I have to complete the painting work provided. Actually, I feel very tired anddepressed, but may thus life as a student. Trouble before, have fun later. Hopefully we canachieve success based on our efforts.

PTPTN..

Today, I and my friend went to kuala lumpur to manage my PTPTN. I do not know why I am very troubled about my PTPTN. I really hope my PTPTN problems can be solved soon. Arriving at Puduraya, we made the trip to KL Sentral with board the monorail. When met with PTPTN officer, I became more confused because she said I overpaid my PTPTN debts. She told me to come back there the next day because of bad line. After that, I and my friend walk to release all the tangling in our mind. We watch movies in Times Square. The movie is entitled "do not be afraid of the dark". The story is quite interesting. At 7 pm we were back to UPSI.That night, rain and thunder so loud and dangerous, but we still continue on from the Times Square heading to Pudu Raya with only walk away.

cameron highland ,,,,,cool

26 and October 27 (Wednesday)

 6 o'clock in the morning, we gathered at the bus station which is located on the east coast. UPSI Catholic students will be conducting activities in the Cameron Highlands along with the children in there. We go there to expose the catholic china and india children to the songs in Bahasa Malaysia. That is because the exposure of children there for malaysia language songs are very less. Along the way, I feel very excited. When we got there, it felt like being in the village site in Sabah. My village has such an atmosphere,cool and comfortable, plenty of vegetables, fruits. My village is right at the foot of Mount Kinabalu. Activities in Cameron all went well. Parents of the children are all very friendly.The children who attend are all very cute. The next day, we visited places such as strawberries and vegetables farms and tea plantation before returning. This God's creation is beautiful. I hope someday I can come in there again even if the way is not suitable for those who are easily nauseated.

THANKS TAXI UNCLE.....

25 OCTOBER 2011 ( TUESDAY)

Today, early morning about 10am, we were asked to gather at church for choir practice. I am running alone to the church. From college, i take the UPSI's bus. When i arrived at campus, i hire a taxi. When i pay the taxi fare, i give RM10 money. Because no small money changers, taxi uncle told me to pay on other days. I feel indebted to taxi uncle , i hope i can meet him again. Choir practice running smoothly. That evening, i and other friends came to stay at a friend's house because we will leave early to Cameron Higland tomorrow. I was wondering, how exactly Cameroon , because i never go there before.

i feel bored.....

24 october 2011 (monday)

During this day, i did not do anything. The internet line not clear today. So, i wake up a little late. sleep, wake up, shower and eat. That is my activities throughout the day.Seems that, my activities during that day make me feel bored. Make me feel tired and less energetic. During this day, i also just watching a movie at night. Kung Fu Hustle acting by Stephen Chow make my stomach  sick to treat joke in the movie.Anyone who watched this movie, will not be bored because this movie is very interesting and full of action scene such as Kung Fu.

KAMPAR..

22-23 october 2011 ( saturday-sunday)

Today, we went to Kampar for the church's activities. UPSI catholic students has held an activity to Kampar together with the students from UNIRAZAK, UTAR and UTP. We departed at 4pm board the train from Tanjong Malim. That's the first time i took the train like that. There is televison and a soft chair. But along the way i fell asleep because of dizziness. The travels take 1 hour. When we arrived in Kampar, we were invited by a car belonging to the students from UTAR. While in there, i get a lot of experience. All activities are in teresting especially H20 games. Mamy friends that i got from there. Although they are speaking in English , but we are all able to communicate well. Very fun to be  with them. I hope to meet them again.

i am furious......with someone

early in the morning, i wake up and smiled when remembered the events yesterday. Yesterday, i and my friends celebrated our friends birthday. Two. We throw the eggs on their heads . Then we repeatedly blot with powder on their face and their clothes. Very enjoyable romp. They are my friends here. This day too, early in the morning, i felt very angry with someone. He was a man. But when talking to a woman, very gross. Do not know relented. It hurt my heart when remembered his face , the way he spoke. From now on, i would not treat him as often anymore. Let him know that, woman should not treated harshly as he does. But it does not matter. When think about him, i would feel angry. These days it infuriate me.

This day in history...

Bad internet ... but i still want to post what i experienced on the day yesterday...                
(19/10/2011-WEDNESDAY)

Today .. in the history.. i got up early 2 hours before going to class . I will usually wake up an hour before the class. Feeling fresh after a shower. I cooked fried noodles. wow.. fragrant. While waiting for a soft fried noodles,  I put the wash cloth and dry in the sun cloth. Blanket that had for months i did not wash, i also wash today. Indeed, this day in history. But, after i eat what i cook (fried noodles), the stomach feels so sick. I go to the toilet six times in 30 minutes. This can also be said... this day in history. After class, i did not go straight home college. I went to the library to do the work that still accumulate. My determination, i must finish all this up Deepavali Holidays. Hopefully everything goes smoothly.

I am the poor.....

almost everyday the internet is not very good. So what i want to share about the days before, i sent today. (18/10/2011 - tuesday)

Today, i got up early and felt like want to eating Maggie. I'm poor and need to save often because of concerns about money. I also could not get the PTPTN loans because there are some problems . That's why i had to eat a meal a day and the rest had to eat Maggie. Tuition fees also remain outstanding . I hope so one day i will be able to get a good job so that my parents did not suffer to find money to support my school. I will definitely do the best for them. I very love my family. I love them. At this time, i felt like crying , i cannot wait so back home at Sabah. But, all is not likely to happen because i do not have a lot of money to buy tickets. Only patience will be able to overcome all this. Sabah is very far. A ticket costing more than RM100. I miss my family and village people. But the struggle must continue. This is the sacrifice of the dream. Focus on education, so that one day , the victory will be ours. Amen. I always pray that they are always safe and always pray for my success here.

i'll be ready

hi. Today is very sunny morning. The weather is very good. I am grateful to God because he gave a wonderful day today. With the whistling of birds perching on trees, i felt comfortable today. Early morning , i am really excited to invite my friends to go to a cafe to study. Today, we have a quiz on discrete mathematics. I am very worried because there are many chapters that i do not understand the subject. But i still try to do that, to learn and to understand that nothing is impossible if we work really hard. When the quiz is started, i was very nervous before looking at the question. But when i look at the question, apparently not difficult as i describe. Thank you for everything running smoothly and i can answer with good confident. However, for the days to come, i'll be ready. Because the ladder of success with the effort of prayer and faith.

i feel sad

today i got up quite late. approximately 12 noon. when awake, my friends invite me to lunch at a  cafe. initially i lazy. but, i fear my gastric worse. so, i had to go down. arrived at the cafe, we online facebook while waiting for our food that we had ordered. suddenly the rain heavy. i ran to take the cloth in the suspension. but, everything was wet. i feel very sad. i entered the room and sleep. that evening, i went to church alone. very sad when we do not have very close friends with us. but i think it all is the challenge as a student. so, i consider everything that happens on a daily basis is an experience that taught me to be more adult. God bless us.

i can be strong

 " experience teaches us to be more powerful and more adults."

life.....

today i walked ,
down the youth of region,
sometimes thought to give up,
but only to find remorse,
sometimes we are successful,
but eventually became the ego,
many trials, challenges, temptation,
but life still need to be continued,
thing to fall, arose again,
posted too high, feet on the ground real,
may success will always there for us.

Story board

today..earlier in the morning, i and my friend go to cafe to discuss about our assignment. How stress i am. i don't know how to do this assignment. it's about story board. but what is story board? my friends said, this is the story scenes that we draw about our story that we choose. at first, i guess it is so boring. but, when it starts making, i enjoy. i really enjoy to learn about animation.


                                                       animation is the best',, i enjoy it,

I'M TIRED

today, i got up earlier than usually. But, i had to carrying a heavy bag, full of book, laptop,walking to our class. i'm really tired. i feel like, it is so far.. i thought "if i had a car.....". but it's so impossible. because i came from poor families, unemployed, and still students. inadequate finance. so, i had to get on the bus and walk to class everyday. how tired i am. but some people say... "tired before, have fun later" or in bahasa malaysia "berpenat-penat dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian"... So, i have to survive until that times arrives. GOOD LUCK...



                                      " COME WITH HOPE, RETURN WITH SUCCESS "

i don't have a courage

today..i do not have the courage to attend lectures .Last Friday, i had received bad news that my uncle died. He was 49 and i think it is so earlier to him to go to the others world (died).. he unmarried. He died because he was ill. Diabetic disease, brain problem, breathing problem and blood problem. Until now, i still cannot receive the news of his death because when he was sick , i and my family was the person who was always take a look to him. I am very sorry for him. May his soul be placed among those who believe in heaven. I always pray for him. hope me and my family was persevere to meet this conjecture. AMEN.